8 mar 02 « »
np/the faint:let the poison spill

i'm almost convinced, though. and it's both scary and interesting at once, mostly scary. it makes me nervous to be there. i wonder how it's not noticeable; because certain things, if it were -- .. it would make me a bit testy.
but it might just be that --- i'm actually sure that's it, i mean i hope that's it. and if it is? that would be SO fantastic. ? liking me that much, my friend?
that's wonderful! goddammit, yes! if you honestly like my company enough that when i've declined invitations to go out on account of having no money, you call back and say drinks on you if i go out. rolls cigarettes my way when we're at the bar.
goddammit, yes!
but maybe just. maybe i honest to god haven't encountered enough truly nice people to understand the difference.
god, if that's true. where have i been all this time?

4:54pm