1 mar 02 « »
np/versus:walkabout

were actually getting better at talking to eachotehr and i can tell from tonight. he smiles more, he laughs more, we're sillier around eachother. good.

drank too much last night. i maintain that when he buys me beer and makes a show of giving me a cigarettes before they drive away -- it makes me feel weird and sneaky and horrible, only because that's the only interpretation i know.
but in any case, they're diggin on eachother so .

havent seen mike for two days not since that morning he thought he might go to jail. i assume he's not in.

we went to games yesterday. i only had $5. i had some vodka and tried jogging to the warehouse to locate mike but he wasn't there. i couldn't run. i can't run. my back.
it's so sad. i had the energy, i had the desire, but i'm not physically able. that's so sad.

well i went to the theatre tonight after work and it was fun talking to everyone. i like peter more and more every time i talk to him, esp now that he's not so shy.
i told him about recording over his video. i'm going to try to do somuch to make it up to him. i'm such a shit head. time to go. he's giving me a ride home. if i get over there in time.