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np/10:44 p.m.

tonight? it feels like there's no air at all. no breeze, no outside, no atmosphere. it's like walking through a place where time doesn't keep track.

the road's still warm from the sun though.

i can remember nights like this. they're always, always notable. like when i was with ben. a few years ago. we'd just come from nathan's house where he'd given me a copy of 'the bends' and i put a magnolia flower in the case, behind the cd. and ben and i, we ran through the field at decorah park, arms out, spinning, just a perfect temperature to feel neither hot nor cold. it just felt like impossible beautiful NOTHING.

and that's how it feels tonight. i want to keep a bit of tonight in a jar. but that's me. i keep things.